December 25, 2004

Thanks so much

I recently received two nice notes concerning my daughter's death, and I thank you so much for you kindness, and in taking the time to write me. It has been a sad day every day since losing my daughter Kim. I use to tell my daughter that thing that I cherished most in life was the day, being at the hospital when she was born. In 1976, I was in a situation to where I to do the right thing and get married, and even though I knew the marriage would never work, I could relax in knowing that my child that was about to be born, and would be taken care of, if I were in her life. The woman I married, turned out to have severe mental problems, that came about by her father sexually abusing her, and the ripple effect hurt my daughter. Her mother left her when she was four, and she always felt abandoned, and that gave my daughter many insecurities about life. I was so happy when my daughter told me she was pregnant, but I did not want her marrying the one she married. I was at the hospital when she was born, and I found her dead in her apartment, and she left behind one beautiful son that now resides in California. I have not seen my grandson since my daughter's passing, because the man, that she was so much in love with remarried a week after receiving my daughter's death certificate. I pray every day that God will lead me in the right direction, and I pray for those who has lost a loved one. Thank you so much for the nice notes, and God Bless each and every one of you.

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